🔗 Share this article 'When education is lost, the future vanishes': Gaza's Youth and Teachers on Two Years Deprived of Education. 'Our plea is for action, not compassion'. A young student, twelve, Khan Younis It has been 24 months since I stepped into a learning environment. Two years since I heard the school chime at my former school, occupied my place and answered questions during my beloved lesson. Occasionally I still clearly recall the auditory and olfactory sensations: powder from the board, pencil shavings, laughter echoing down the halls. But my school no longer exists; it was struck soon after the hostilities erupted. My textbooks turned to ash, and several classmates lost. I was in elementary level on that fateful day: the final day I entered the school building. That beginning of the day, warning alarms sounded through the passageways. Some pupils sobbed, others held hands tightly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her voice trembled. I remember hoping for a routine day; instruction, recess, a poem recital. Instead, that day marked the end of my previous existence. The war has taken so much. But the most painful deprivation of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself. Now I dwell alongside my mother and father, two brothers and female sibling in a packed refuge in this coastal area. The tent walls move with air currents, failing to insulate. We wait in line for nourishment and hydration. Electricity is a dream and privacy doesn’t exist. Optimism seems delicate. At evening, I look up at the stars through the openings of my shelter and question if my companions see the same sky. Some message me when they are able, stating they miss school and have preserved their previous journals; like relics of a vanished time. I feel guilty because I’ve forfeited all of mine. I once aspired to pursuing pedagogy to help Gaza’s children learn, even when existence was challenging. Now I hope for being a journalist – to compose, to communicate and to reveal the world what it represents to be a child in this region. I want to tell our stories of fear and hunger, but also bravery. Because even here, amid fatality and debris, our expressions persist. When there’s some internet, I endeavor to educate myself via the web. Other times, I go to a small tent where aid workers teach us mathematics and language. The instruction is limited – the power fails or the attacks recommence but in those moments, I sense being. I recall who I was: the student who loved numbers and poems, who thought education could transform society. Conflict has claimed innumerable things; our residences, learning centers and relatives. I grieved for my paternal relative, his spouse, and their offspring. I lost my beloved urban area, my previous home, which is nothing but rubble now. But the toughest sacrifice of all is education, because that is the loss of the future itself. To the world, I state this: keep our hopes alive. Compassion isn't enough, we require steps. Gaza’s children are entitled to literature, educational facilities and protection. Schooling is not optional, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not only destruction; it is minors who still dream under aerial surveillance at night. It is my narrative and I will persist in composing, even if the sole items remaining is a fractured utensil and a scrap of damaged material. 'They message: "are you OK, teacher?"'. An educator, 40, teacher in al-Bureij camp I have been instructing in Gaza for over ten years. Originally in a southern city, then in Deir al-Balah, and presently in al-Bureij camp in the heart of the region. Prior to hostilities, I regularly instructed several sets of about 40 students each, almost two hundred forty individuals enthusiastic about knowledge. Educating them was my purpose and joy in life, and I still recall the gleam in a pupil's gaze when a new idea clicked; the kind of moment every instructor cherishes. I always believed instruction should be dynamic. My classroom was a area of recreation, creativity, and movement. We painted maps, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories. Laughter always occupied the area as inquisitiveness displaced apprehension. Certainly, even in earlier times, children in Gaza were always scared. My teaching space was a secure location but after the seventh, all was altered. My school became a refuge for households escaping the explosives. Not long later, it was targeted and entirely ruined. There are almost no educational facilities left standing in Gaza now. For this period, everything has been abnormal. The war has shattered every aspect of our lives: safety, dwellings, learning places, aspirations. Fear and grief are perpetual experiences. A significant number of my learners are now lost – youth who spoke of becoming physicians, painters, and teachers. They were refused even the privilege of living. Those who remain experience starvation, relocation and weariness – and however, they still maintain the desire for education. Sometimes, when the online access allows, I receive messages from a handful of them. They contact inquiring: “Are you OK, teacher?” We share brief words, abbreviated teaching, tiny sparks of interaction amid the disorder. They question if things will ever go back to normal. I tell them I have no answer. Throughout Gaza, teachers, aid workers and non-profits endeavor education wherever possible: in shelters, ruined educational areas, or packed refuges. Education has become an demonstration of perseverance, a way to express: “Our presence continues.” And so long as we keep acquiring knowledge, we will endure. Numerous of us are also caregivers. I am a guardian of {three|several